WOONiEz Blog

Life is so full of pain… I’ve never felt so much pain in my life life before until now… I’ve cried almost everyday ever since may…. Every fucking day! Do you know how painful that is?! Every fucking second it feels as if a fucking knife is stabbing into me!!!! Everytime my eyes are red and they go worse day by day…..

Maybe I’m just a waste of your time…..I guess my existence in life was a bad thing… I shulouldnt even be in a place like this…. I should go to a dark place and a cold place where no one can find me ever….

sigh…. so apparently I’ve been turning someone into someone they don’t want to be…. I really don’t mean it in any way… I’m just trying my best in life to be happy and strong….. and yet…. even though my life is ruined…. I’m now ruining yours..??
I’m sorry…. really…. I really didn’t want to do any of that…. but…. I guess if it keeps happening…. I really should gtfo of your life…. what good am I to you…?
I’m just dragging you down in life… sigh….
~_~ man…. I really hate feeling sad and depressed and shit aye… fml >_>
sigh….. I wonder if I’m going to cry myself to sleep again like last night…? :’(
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ahh.. anyways ima go sleep… its like 3am… ><
night readers.

So another problem… when I was waiting for my friend for 3 hours… someone else was talking to me…. sigh.. and fml

anyways don’t really want to talk much about it… but all I can say is that I feel unwanted.

I really don’t know what to do… I feel like walking out of my house right now and walk till morning… seriously…. like fucking hell….sigh….

Okai, so I have now been sitting here in my room for what..? 3 hours now.. waiting for a friend to contact me so we can go out… and like what? 2 hours before this I contacted and messaged her and called her and calling didn’t work -_- coz it went to her fucking voicemail and my texts seems to be ignored….? Like wtf man?! I got ready like fucking 3 hours ago… and I have not received a call or text saying anything?! like fucking seriously?! What kind of friend are you really? Before all this shit happened you were all good and like a bestie to me, now it’s like are you really a friend to me anymore? You said you wanted to keep me as a friend, yeah I agreed to that too… but now with all this shit happening and all your doing behind our backs….I feel really empty…. I feel like should I have been there for her? Should I have done all the things up to now? LIKE FUCK!