I thought it wouldn’t hurt me as much, however it hurts more than anything else in the world right now. Crying non stop every second I think about him :’( I guess relationships are dangerous things, however people still take the risk. I really did think it would be fine… I never thought anything like this would happen….
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I STILL WANT TO BE WITH HIM!!!! I WANNA HUG HIM!! I WANT HIM TO HUG ME TO SLEEP!!! I WANT HIM TO STOP MY TEARS… I WANT HIM TO BE HERE FOR ME!!!! WHY ISN’T HE HERE WHEN I NEED HIM MOST?!!!!! HE PROMISED ME!!!! HE SAID HE WOULDN’T LEAVE!!!!!! WHY ISN’T HE HERE TO PROTECT ME!!!!! WHERE IS HE!? I WANT HIM BY MY SIDE…
I’LL GIVE ANYTHING UP FOR HIM TO BE HERE NEXT TO ME!!!!
I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!! I CAN’T SURVIVE WITHOUT HIM!!! I WANT HIM HERE!!!! I NEED HIM!!!!! I NEED HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need him….. :’(
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what’s he doing going to a cosplay event tomorrow….
tomorrow was suppose to be our 9 months… :’(
wahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can’t take it!!!!!!
I DON’T KNOW WHY I WORRY AND CARE FOR HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!! :’(
i kept on checking on his fb too…. so much… see what he was doing, to see if he’s okay…. but i can’t tell with just his fb….
i want to see him….. :’(
I WANT TO SEE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :’(
I can’t take it not seeing him…
