Archive for January 30, 2012

OVER THIS FUCKING SHIT!

YOU KNOW WHAT?! You are so fucking immature! here I thought this whole time I was the one who was so fucking kiddy and being a little immature bitch. But you know what! it was you who is a fucking hypocrite, immature, little fucking kid. I am so sick of this shit I don’t even want to have anything to do with you anymore! Here I ACTUALLY thought I really wasn’t good enough for you! but you know what! YOU CAN GO SUCK YOUR DICK! AND KISS MY ASS! because there are many people out there who are going to treat me so much better and are gonna appreciate for who I am! I so can’t believe that I didn’t even get to say it first… what a stupid person I am =__= I should of broken it off ages ago! But you know what, I stayed because here I thought that you would change, but it’s not only me… it was you too! If you did not realize it. I so can’t wait till you can actually find another girlfriend who can fucking put up with all your shit like I did. I can’t believe that I just took all your bullshit and crap in, I should of said something AGES ago! but who cares now, all I want now is for you to feel the pain I went through. I fucking don’t care if we can’t be friends anymore, I don’t want anything related to you!! Your the meanest person I have ever met in my life… for you even to say I’m not good enough for you… wow… I expected so much more from you… I thought you were going to be mature about it… but your just a little piece of shit who expects too much, I hope you know that now.

Sincerely,

your ex.

Didn’t see, but you did.

So today… While I was walking home… I saw Anita’s car drive out and I was like oh Anita! :D *waves* totally forgetting that HE’S in the car… Fml >_> and apparently he was sitting on the side where he could see me… Fml >_> sigh… I just want to disappear right now…. *emo corner* ;_____;

Morning dream…

Today, I had a dream of him sleeping next to me :( I don’t know why I had it now… It was so random… All of a sudden… I could feel him hugging me… And I could feel myself squeezing him and not letting go…. Then I woke up… >_> sigh…

Don’t go anywhere…

:( saw pics and posts on Facebook about you…. Seeing you drinking and checking in a far place from me is heartbreaking…. To see you leave… I don’t know how I’m gonna survive… Sigh… Can’t say much anyways… >_>

Anyways gonna sleep hopefully… I feel like I’m gonna pass out for some reason….

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